The Calling

Why do I want to keep my spiritual life hidden and private? I could find 2 reasons;

1. There is a common perception that a spiritual person is something short of a 'healthy, autonomous, and sociable individual' I want to see myself as in a community.
2. On the face of it, there is a conflict between success and spiritual being.

It is a paradox. The grace of God helps us to live life to the fullest. Yet, talking God is a confusing, painful, an unfulfilling experience in our daily lives. It is just that I am letting my life and consciences judge me. ["You judge by human standards" (John 8:15)]